I'm sweet!
Yeah, i'm real sweet. Seriously, that's why i've got so many mosquito stings that are so damn itchy. Fine, that wasn't funny. I think i'm just stressed out from all the childish conflicts and arguments my group is having just from the report writing project, so please excuse me because i'm going to rant my heart out on this post so i can sleep. Why is it just so hard for us to work together without having to give such crude remarks? I don't care if the whole conflicts just over a girl or some stupid racism idea you have in your mind, but we have to at least stick together until we're done with this project, or better yet, until we swap classes next year!
Just played freestyle with the usual gang. Sorry guys, but i guess i just didn't have the mood to play properly. Damn i feel so irresponsible. What on earth happened to my volunteer work at FSC? I've been keeping my mouth shut for a month now. Keep telling myself to let the family service centre and Madam Wong know about the sunday timeslot once i've settled down. But i've just been procrastinating week after week. And what on earth happened to the mentoring programme i volunteered for? I don't know anything about how Eric did for his math, while i haven't even met Syafiq and Hamka, let alone know how their science did.
And then there's my class. Sure, we're bonding like a class now. but how about you, W? Grow up! Yeah, that's right! You don't have to get so bitter just because of a girl. You're only spacing yourself away from the class.
I want to go for the MEL Camp. But then there's my bronchitis. Now i can only hope the board allows me to go even though i've got that 'health problem'. I want my good results so i don't screw up my scholarship, but what am i doing playing my life away everyday? Why am i trying so hard to be Mr. Perfect, only to find myself dropping further and further away from my aims?
Fine. I'm done ranting. Thinking of going swimming tommorrow. But i'll decide again when i wake up. Goodnight then.