Yeah, it was Akon's song that 'inspired' me to write this post. But i really just want to say out every single problem that's in my mind now. So i just want to say sorry to everybody for all the things that i have done or have not done. In fact, i would like to specially apologise to these people. To Victoria, i'm sorry if i wasn't there to show enough care for you. I'm sorry if i didn't seem to love you enough sometimes. I really hope that we can still be friends. To Yuhan, i'm sorry that i went a little overboard rushing you to return me my money last week. It was because i really needed the money, while my mother was screaming at me everyday for lending other people money due to what my father did in the past, where he lent almost a million to his 'good friend' who then disappeared with the money. I'm sorry that i got so desperate that i accepted wei xian's offer to ask terry for the cash instead. And i'm seriously sorry if you think i didn't have any right to ask him. I'm not expecting you to read this, but i just want to write out what really happened at the very least. To Yanting, i know this is like one year later, but i still have to apologise if i really did hurt your feelings. To my brother and my family, i'm sorry to say this, but i really do smoke, although i dare say that i'm not addicted to it. I also want to apologise if i do seem a little irritating at times when i just insist on looking for you just so that i can gain something, whether it's something material or just a piece of information. To all my friends whom i dearly appreciate and care for, i'm sorry if i seem a little annoying and irresponsible at times. I'm also sorry if my words are a little hurting at times, it's only because i just want to let you know what's going through my mind. I'm sorry if i have disappointed you in any way that i have not noticed or bothered. It's okay if nobody reads this post out, but if you do, i seriously hope that you'll accept my apology because it really means a whole lot to me. But if you do not wish to forgive me, i can understand because i'm not really as nice a person as i want myself to be. In fact, i realise now that i'm nowhere near the person i want myself to be, but actually becoming the opposite of who i want myself to be.
